hello everyone out there!

Hello i guess maybe some of you all are wondering where i have been well 2 tell you the truth i have often look at my blog and thought about writing but actually i have been lazy i guess 2 write in it lol any way so here is a little bit of what is going on i have found my self being very depressed lately because my fiance is leaving in DEC to Guatemala to see his family and son his son is almost 5 and the left when he was only a couple of months old i am happy but sad at the same time we have been together for almost 2 years and i am afraid if he leaves he might stay and get back with his sons mother omg i wish i didn't feel this way it has me so up set i cry every night thinking about this and he doest even know i feel like this because everyday when he comes home i put on a happy face and act like its OK. I am wondering what should i do? If anyone out there could tell me please do so!

Besides that i am still in the same apt living with 9 guys and my youngest daughter who in DEC will be 5 my other 2 children are in KY with my mom going to school we are going to be leaving fl in a couple of weeks job is over! I cant wait it is 2 rainy and hot here

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