Friday, September 26, 2008

hello everyone out there!

Hello i guess maybe some of you all are wondering where i have been well 2 tell you the truth i have often look at my blog and thought about writing but actually i have been lazy i guess 2 write in it lol any way so here is a little bit of what is going on i have found my self being very depressed lately because my fiance is leaving in DEC to Guatemala to see his family and son his son is almost 5 and the left when he was only a couple of months old i am happy but sad at the same time we have been together for almost 2 years and i am afraid if he leaves he might stay and get back with his sons mother omg i wish i didn't feel this way it has me so up set i cry every night thinking about this and he doest even know i feel like this because everyday when he comes home i put on a happy face and act like its OK. I am wondering what should i do? If anyone out there could tell me please do so!

Besides that i am still in the same apt living with 9 guys and my youngest daughter who in DEC will be 5 my other 2 children are in KY with my mom going to school we are going to be leaving fl in a couple of weeks job is over! I cant wait it is 2 rainy and hot here



4 comments:

Unknown said...

The blogging muse comes and goes, Tiffany!

I didn't know that your kids were here! Bring them by next time you're around so I can see how much they have grown!

Blessings to all of you.

Alex the Blogging Kat said...

I likez to seez da hoomin bean kittehz, 2.

Anonymous said...

I enjoy your posts, whenever you find the time. I know that writing is one of those things that is hard to force; either you've got it in you, or you don't.

Good luck, wherever you end up. My dream is to someday live in the Pacific Northwest. I hate hot. If you're cold you can put on a sweater, but if you're too hot, you're boned. :o)

Anonymous said...

It's rainy and cold here!
I like reading your post Tiffany. I wonder what you'll do when the job is finished?
Take care and try not to worry too much, everything will be fine :o)