I can't kid my self

I love you but I shouldn't. I'd tell you but I couldn't. I'm the only one who will ever know. So on with my life I'll try to go. I'll try to ignore the sick feeling I get when you're away. And not to hang on every word I hear you say. No longer will I let your smile melt me to the core. When your eyes meet mine, I won't blush anymore. Each minute that passes I won't think of you. The feeling of true love I'll forget I knew. Then again, who am I kidding? You're my true reason for living. My heart for now I must foresake And with every glance my heart will break